it's aresnal vs manu....

well, is it worth my dark circles? eh.. well, perhaps.. oops..

countdown 30hours to my first day of school in SIM. gosh! i'm all excited.. (don remind me of the stressful part though).. printed out my lecture notes. man, i really miss math!!!!

been watching the winter melon drama.. getting nicer. cool...

kk. maggie mee for supper again... God, i pray the fats would all burn off man. haha! ta-ta

been resting at home for the past 2 days. packing and doing housechores.... slowly but surely am beginning to feel the intensity of the upcoming month...

will be working for the next 2 days and finally on friday, school is starting... will be schooling on saturdays and sundays, including public holidays! gosh.. not forgetting work! God, i need another job... starhub is really straining me.. tired. needed help too...

kinda had mixed feelings now... am excited for school but am alittle stressed up already....

Freely You gave it all for us
Surrended Your life upon that cross
Great is the love
Poured out for all
This is our God

sigh.. not so good. not so sweet..

i'm just so so disappointed and sad. ever had times when you had to sacrifice your schedule to meet your friends, to just chill and hang out together? many.. but why do people only focus and look at the "pangseh" moments and be angry and pissed off even though you've apologised??

alright, i'm not saying i'm at NO fault. but i've said sorry. and those times which i had to change my plans and give in??? gosh.. everyone's having their down moments together it seems... i just cant play the role of cheering them up now...

sorry ivan.. and sorry jon if i didn't help much...

cheer up.....

Let everything that has breathe
Praise the Lord forever
Let everything in my soul
Praise the Lord

great.. worsen my feet's wound after badminton game.. zzz.

anyway, have received my SIM confirmation at last. gosh, the documents are gonna be killing me.. so much to fill in and account for. diaoz....

which is better? PX-800, PX-720C or just get WK-8000.. gosh! hard.....

phew.. was exciting and challenging doing busing alone today. whaha! had a great time though. and thank God i did prepare some stuffs for games in case. and thank God i bought lolipops for them yesterday.. whahaha!

just finished watching soccer match... it's chelsea vs arsenal... 2-1.... win! yea. ;)

I'M HAVING MUSCLE ACHE ALL OVER. whahah! shows i'm exercised. yes!! i finally did. LOL....

went library today and made a trip to Courts.. i was right. they do have keyboards.. and yes, i want one!!! told dad and mum even before they stepped into the house. "i could pay for that myself though, dad just has to sign it.........." but NO comes the answer. gosh!! God, enlarge my room, enlarge the house so that my beloved dream can come to past!!!!

tired tired.... had 4hours of badminton game with dg and kenny they all.. ok, not exactly 4 hours straight.. i've learnt a lesson today. i ought to eat something before i actually exercise. else i'll really faint...

had a great time sweating out =] and i'm really tired already! hahahah!!!!!! glad=]

yea.. did visitation with Joy today.. was a great sense of satisfaction though the trip was alittle torturous under the humid weather. but gosh.. we went from upper boon keng road to kallang bahru to boon keng side to potong pasir. hahahas! did quite alot of exercising huh. hahhah!!

was great being able to visit again, esp with kids on my bus and kids whom i've visited before.. had a special case, which after doing that particular home visit, my heart just feels so heavy. thank God Joy prayed together with me..... but still, wanna say, God You protect and bless her. continue to pour down Your unfailling love upon her....

As I lift my hands
Pour Your mercy O God
Longing for Your presense now (x2)

I surrender all
And I will follow You
I surrender all
Bring my life to You
I surrender all
Love my life for You
I surrender all
I surrender all
To You, My God

right.. conscious sets in, mind and heart starts regreting... why? why? why din i push and persevere for SOT....

anyway, had a penny for thoughts.. isit that hard to be able to strike that balance between friendship and relationship?? so many people faled to do so.. when it's me, will i be able to learn and grasp it properly then????

easter easter easter.

had a busy busy Good Friday and sat.. i seriously did enjoyed myself though there were times of chaotic-ness in the midst... did busing for both days! was great!! decided to turn in early at 10 plus after the drama show so that i can survive today.

a big heart attack in the morning to say they forgot our choir-kids-bus! in the end thank God it wasn't as late as we thought would be... phew. hahas.. felt a sense of contentment when i was finally tasked.. and it was just great to be able to see the stuffs completed.. =]

busing was great.. had photo-taking with the children. and can see they are excited and eager to take pictures.. hahahs!

happy easter everyone... and i am really so touched by the FACT that Jesus was crucified just for our SINs.. cant help easing the heartache...

One thing I ask
That I may dwell in Your house Forever
One thing I ask
That I may dwell in Your house Forever

gosh.. salute to myself. didn't know my body can still sustain me through till now. had only 30-45 mins of sleep!! gosh, it's so "unglam" to be zombified..... hahhaha!

it's Good Friday!!! fell sick yesterday and didn't serve. cant missed it today. did busing with Joy and Irene.. and Joy caught me unexpectedly by asking me for 2 games on the bus.. quickly went to do research for games.. hahahas!

managed to play "1 knot chase 2 knots".. kinda didn't manage to get everyone hype up and involved though.... but overall Joy thought was a good game. horrible thing was, i almost breakdown during the children's service.. but really thank God, He held me back. and the divine moment- worship, just calm my heart and emotions down.. as God begins to pour His love upon me.......

Let it be a sweet sweet sound in Your ears

gosh, everything seems like a whole bunch of events happening together..

met up with shannon and soon wah for dinner at work on tue at PS. really hate having hubbing forms via ideal. took me a longer time to settle my closing figures. went for supper with kenny after work and i thought was a great work of sharing afterall it has been 3years snce we last seen each other.... only reached home at 4plus!!! and after bathing i couldn't get to sleep.. was on phone till 6 before i got to bed.... 6am!!!!!!!

woke up at 10 in order to meet hn dg and jo on time. i was early! though me and dg slept at 6plus! hhahah!! went to watch 12rounds. which was nice an too excited for me to actually "fall asleep".. hahhas. great discussion with hn and dg about ideal guys and girls......

missed 2 episode of table of glory... was totally lost as of what is showing... :( hahas. the ideal type of guys....... LOL

Great... decided to start up a new blog add after seeing how "rubbish" my previous blog was.. Gosh.. his english standard is so good! kinda beyond what i thought it was though. Oops...

i kinda screwed it up when i failed to turn up for jon's 21st birthday celebration... right... he's disappointed with me. we've known each other for so long and as best pals, i mean, if i was the one, i will too.... sigh...

ok, positive.. i went to the library again today. was kinda rush, but still i've enjoyed the visit. gonna try my best to upgrade myself.. esp english!!!! hahah....

facing each day with a gentle smile and go on! =]