hey there bloggie..... i know i promised and really aimed to be happy whole day. even prayed about it, but just need a place to trash out my negative thoughts before it gets me the whole day...

Ruth once shared with me before saying, no one is indispensable. i've been trying hard, making it a point to keep in contact with them, yet it seems like i m doing it myself. does anyone appreciate it? or they would even find it irritating? ...i dunno.

is it just so so hard to maintain the friendship or any relationship?? or it's simply my problem... :(

the one and only one who doesn't and will never fail me would be God. thank God for my parents, siblings, friends, relatives, etc etc. most importantly, thank God for Jesus. for giving Your one and only one. =]

*embracing new hopes each day, and facing the obstacles ahead with a smile =)

alright. i'm better.... ;)