yesterday was the first cg i had with n451. gosh.. the presence of God just fell upon each and everyone of us, and it's simply awesome.. it's been weeks or months since i ever had this kinda encounter with God in cg. gosh! i just want more...

today was suppose to be a great day, i mean it was, overall.. woke up earlier than usual without lazing on the bed. miracle.. praise God i thought i started the day well and all. just that they were confusions in between and it really hurts.....

guess i shall not go into details. but to be honest, i m really really sad, i thought i could do more in serving the the Lord, and i seriously love serving in busing. the interaction with the kids, attending service with them, etc. though at times it's really draining but God is faithful. as i encourage the kids to draw closer to God, He never forgets me. NEVER.. He never fails to touch me through those kids..... it's really beautiful. [child-like faith]

God is faithful. and the most beautiful thing is that He gives His love unconditionally. Xiaoqian, remember those days when your love is pure and genuine towards loving Him. go back to then.... He's always there... 24/7 =]