it has been great 2 days. only serve in tuition today. think i'm really getting a little weary already. thank God for a timely break. and it's really nice just to lunch with the tutors after months of busy-ing myself with busing.. haha.

it was a great meeting last night. being able to meet and build our own tents to seek the presence of God is just awesome. He never fails.. in the midst of seeking Him, just heard God telling me about rest (Mark 6:31).. it's really so encouraging.. and isnt it wonderful? =]

shared an offering message and was really encouraged. was reading my journal-notebook and there was this part that God sets me thinking about:

And because we llok for bonfire, we miss the candle.
Because we listen for the shout, we miss the whisper.

the whispered promise that speaks of another great mountain of glorious success over every defeat. sweet Jesus. what else can i say? i love You so much! thanks for loving me... =]

am at the brink of breaking down...

Take all of me, Lord..

Mark 6:31
And He said to them, "Come aside by yourselves to a deserted place and rest a while." ......

it was yet another dream i had.. i really wonder what is going on exactly.. i cant stop thinking.... it's irritating and frustrating! God, help me to get rid of the hopes and feelings i still have.. knowing it's not possible, i don wanna hold on.. argh! i just hate this feeling. guess it's not easy. but God, take over... thanks...

well well.. i gues the only way to go back, is to turn back time.. all the emotions and feelings came back to me.. only to get me confuse and tied up..

what's the point of regreting now? everything's different. everything....

keep moving forth and don look back.. i know i can, i know God will help me through too..