reality hurts at times. recently has been a roller coaster ride on emotions.
i know i ought to stay calm and just let go and let God control..
why am i trying so hard to please everyone? to meet everyone's expectations on me..
it's gonna be never ending.....

i don mind to disappoint anyone and all. but i did.
what kinda person am i!
i hate this "me" that's so stubborn and being soft at the wrong times..
am on the verge of throwing in the towel, but i'm still holding on. i don wanna let go and regret.
just a little bit more.... just a little bit more.............